Saturday, June 18, 2011

Mine and Mine Alone

There is so much to read out there that I don't believe, unless someone can find some merit and it helps them, that these poems will have as far a reach as I would have liked.

I also feel like this is such can be so selfish.  There are far more valuable things I could be doing to offer legitimate help to those who want it, and have to settle for moral support.

I took this prayer and used it for a poem.




On Playing Inkball On My Computer At Beginner Difficulty and Getting 100,175 Points 
by Matt Catania 

“For all we ought to have
thought
and have not thought;
For all we ought to have
said
and have not said;
For all we ought to have
done
and have not done:
we ask thee

for forgiveness.”
 

Sunday, May 29, 2011

A Tribute to Edgar Allen Poe

This poem is not mine.  I edited the conclusion of Edgar Allen Poe's "The Poetic Principle" to show people that didn't know that there was so much more to Poe than just the dark, suspenseful prose he wrote.  He was a genius, and most of his poetry and writing celebrated life and its beauty. 

"What the true poetry is...
(excerpt from Edgar Allen Poe's 'The Poetic Principle')


“…by mere reference to a few of the simple elements which induce
in the Poet himself
the true poetical effect.

“He recognizes the ambrosia which nourishes his soul,
in the bright orbs that shine in Heaven –
in the volutes of the flower –
in the clustering of low shrubberies –
in the waving of grain-fields –
in the slanting of the tall, Eastern trees –
in the blue distance of mountains –
in the grouping of clouds –
in the twinkling of half-hidden brooks –
in the gleaming of silver rivers –
in the repose of sequestered lakes –
in the star-mirroring depths of lonely wells.

“He perceives it in the songs of birds –
in the harp of Æolus –
in the sighing of the night-wind –
in the repining voice of the forest –
in the surf that complains to the shore –
in the fresh breath of the woods –
in the scent of the violet –
in the voluptuous perfume of the hyacinth –
in the suggestive odor that comes to him,
at eventide,
from far-distant, undiscovered islands,
over dim oceans, illimitable and unexplored.

“He owns it in all noble thoughts –
in all unworldly motives –
in all holy impulses –
in all chivalrous, generous, and self-sacrificing deeds.



“He feels it in the beauty of woman –
in the grace of her step –
in the lustre of her eye –
in the melody of her voice –
in her soft laughter –
in her sigh –
in the harmony of the rustling of her robes.

“He deeply feels it in her winning endearments –
in her burning enthusiasms –
in her gentle charities –
in her meek and devotional endurances –
but above all –
ah!  far above all –

“he kneels to it –
he worships it in the faith,
in the purity,
in the strength, in the altogether divine majesty –
of her love… 

My Intentions Have Been Impure

I realize now that I wanted to be a writer for the wrong reasons.  I wanted to be recognized as something I always thought I was.  I wanted to see my writing published, and acclaimed.  I feel like more recently I haven't been doing it to prove anything to myself, or for the sake of the art of writing itself.  For that I want to apologize to myself, and anyone who may come across this.  The real reason, I believe, that I started this blog, was to share my writing freely, and to remove it from under my shell.  If anyone gets anything from it, then it has served its purpose.


Some Fame Someday
by Matt Catania


When I see a pretty girl
I want her to know I’m in a band
a band she knows the name of
We can go talk about who I am
how great I am
and how when we were in high school
I wasn’t as great as I am now.

I haven’t changed
You haven’t changed
You don’t know that
It’s a shame

I want to see a pretty girl
and impress her with what I do.
I want her to get hot for me
because a million other people
know my name too.
If she’s real cute
I’ll even give her a smile
and make her sweat like I couldn’t do
when no one away from home knew
who I am.

I am the man
thick with fame
who knew everyone with
my name on their brain
gave me game?
 

The Wall

I'm hitting a wall right now.  I don't want to write anything.  Here's another old poem.

The Writer's Creed
by Matt Catania

Before I write
any words


Before I write
I must remember The Writer's Creed:

What I write right now
What I write at this moment
What I write is Perfect
at
this
very
moment

for it cannot be written any other way.


This may not be
The Greatest Poem in the History of Time.


This may not be
Perfect when you read it.


This may be
changed at a later time:


but it was Perfect at the moment it was written;
it was The Greatest Poem in its moment in time;


at
that
very
moment


for it could not be written any other way.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Emily Dickinson

We all know about Emily Dickinson.  This is with her in mind.


Like Emily 
by Matt Catania 

I too have written
my share of poems
secreted, safely
folded, finely
crackled, crumpled harshly
kept in my drawer
like Emily -
with the hope
that they will be found someday
like Emily -
hopefully before I die
like Emily
 

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Oh, Cadence Delicate...

I have full faith that one day Cadence will be on tour and doing well...until then, we have had one show that I will regard as our best show so far...the one we were lucky enough to have at the Kent Stage.



Jan. 15th, 2010: Cadence Delicate Headlines the Kent Stage 
by Matt Catania 

I’m not nervous anymore.
I can’t find any sweat.
I used to sweat before I did this.
My heart used to pound out of control -
the first time we played:
I had to sit down
before I passed out.
The first time:
we played
too
fast -
I can’t remember the order we played
our songs.
Everything moved
too
fast -
This time…
I am calm.
We’re on the stage -
the same stage
Black Flag once played on:
I can’t breathe hard
or sweat if I tried.
My heart is steady:
I am calm.
We’ve practiced so many times…
so
many times…
the songs, the notes
are the skin on my fingers.
It doesn’t matter
how full
the theater is
for this show:

I am calm.
I’m ready to go.